Just over a year ago Melanie Brown - is not her real name - decided to kill herself. We asked this 19-year-old why? Was it because of her own unhappy love affair which gave her a half-coloured baby she could not keep? Did she identify this personal tragedy with her own bewilderment as a small girl brought up by foster-parents and looked after by numerous ' authorities How does she face the world today?
Compiled and narrated by TONY VAN DEN BERGH
Produced by ALAN BURGESS